Kara’s Journal: Daybook 12.15.14

selam iki y?l ilkin ba??mdan geçen ablam ile arabam?zda ki ensest sex hikayemi ifade etmek i?tiyorum s?zlere. Birilerine anlatma?? bugüne k?d?r okkal? ist?dim ?m? hep korktum. Aylar mukaddema bu merkez sex hikayeleri sit?l?ri ensest porno ke?fetmemle benim ya?ad???m ?lay kadar cidden y???nm?? arkada?lar?n da var oldu?unu tan?mak c?sar?tl?ndirdi ve ?nl?tm??? karar verd?m.

Kend?mden ba?l?yay?m. Ben 1.80 uzunlu?unda 75 kil? civar? ö?le tutarl? halli b?r adam?m. o zamanlar b?n 16 ?bl?m da 18 ya??ndayd?. ablam da ufak tefek m?nyon ?m? kal?n har?ka götü ?lan b?r k?zd?. Aylardan hazirand? her ?az ?apt???m?z kabilinden türk porno yin? kendi arabam?zla iye v? akd?niz turuna ç?kma ?on olarak da marmari?teki yazl???m?za gide?ektik.

B?b?m gündüz s?c?k olur diy? ??cakta kullanmay? sevmedi?i için k?s?mlar 9 gibi y?la ç?kt?k. evet arabam?z hani o arkas? uzun olan volvol?rd?n. ho?görülü b?r makine ?m? annem ? denli hayli kay?t d?ldurmu?tu ki b?z s?k?nt? s??d?k ablamla arkada s?k?? t?k?? oturu?orduk öne ç?n dü destek aras?na da babam sular?n? biralar?n? koydu?u buzlu?u yerle?tirdi t?? i?ice arkaya h?psolduk anl??aca??n?z ?bl?ml? o güne denli ??k de porno izle anla?amazd?k yaln?z yine tat?le ç?kt???m?z için ?k?m?zd? ?nl??m?zl?kl?r?m?z? unutmu? saadetli s?vinçli muhabbet ede ede ?ol? k??ulduk s??t 1 civar? annem hafif aheste gaflet moduna g?çmi?ti atmosfer da zulmet oldu?und?n b?z? de arkada gaflet ba?t?rm??t? lakin ne sa?a ne sola yer olm?d???nd?n b?rb?r?m?ze y?sl?n?yorduk ablamla. sonra annem biriniz uyum?y?n baban?n da uykusu gelmesin d?yinc? ben kald?m, ablam kuc???m? güzel uzand?. Alt?mda bildi?iniz edepli bahir ?ortu vard?, d?num da ??ktu. Ablam kafas?n? ko?du sa? baca??ma tamam ?att? kafas?n?n bir bölümü k???kl?r?md?yd? ? an hiç akl?mda ya? b?r ??? ?oktu bir sayaç sonra filan bir ?andan türkçe porno müzik dinliyoruz bir taraftan arada b?r bo?unuk sesle b?b?ml? konu?uyoruz ablam k?p?rdand? bir?z d?h? yukar? rast çekt? kend?n? bu yolculuk k?f?s? iyic? sikimin ü?tüne gelmi?ti cenah ?att??? için yana??n?n sadece ?lt?nd?yd? ?ikim dak?kalar geçtikçe ?r?b?n?n da yold? ?allanma?? ile ?bl?m?n kafa?? sikimin üstünde ?er y?r h?pluy?r makam ?er gelecek g?ri s?ll?n?yordu. H?ç ?stemesem d? ?bl?md?n k??k?rtma ?lmaya ba?lam??t?m bugüne k?d?r aram?zda nazar boncu?u lügat geçmemi?tir bu konul?r için ön?e bunca k?rktum gay porno yaln?z a??r ?ava? sertle?ti?imi h?ssed?y?rdum.

Kara’s Journal: Daybook 12.1.14

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Outside my window … the skies are dark, but this house is lit up with Christmas lights in red, white, blue, and yellow. There is a soft rain falling and I’m enjoying the quiet and the calm.

I am thinking … that it cannot possibly be that there are no more pages after this one in the calendar. December, already?

I am thankful … for being an auntie again! My brother and his wife had their second child yesterday and all are happy and healthy. I’m also thankful for all of these beautiful faces around my table and spending a lovely Thanksgiving at home.

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Kara’s Journal: Daybook 11.11.14

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Outside my window … the skies are dark and the only sounds are our neighbors’ car doors and engines turning over as they head out to work and school.  (the photo above is actually last night’s sunset)

I am thinking … that if it weren’t for these quiet early mornings where I can move slowly and ease into the day, I don’t think I could handle just how long the days have been lately. We’re going through lots of transitions plus a few of the kids have colds and it it taking a lot of energy for me to guide the kids gently through our days.

I am thankful … for an AMAZING thirteen year old daughter!  Also for hot coffee, warm blankets, and wool socks.

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Kara’s Journal: Daybook 11.4.14

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Outside my window … the skies are blue-gray and we are expecting rain later that should last most of the rest of the day.

I am thinking … that there are three more days before a teenager lives in this house. In my mind’s eye I can still see my oldest daughter as a newborn, all chubby baby cheeks and long slender fingers. And yet, as nostalgic as I am for those baby days, I’m really proud of the young lady Jillian is becoming and I’m excited to see what this next phase of her life brings.

I am thankful … for fresh starts. Yesterday was a long one and I didn’t parent as well as I could have or should have. Here’s to fresh starts and a brand new day.

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Daybook 10.27.14

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Outside my window … the skies are still dark as I type this, but the weatherman tells me that today and tomorrow are supposed to be really lovely and sunny. (And we’ll just pretend that the dire predictions for the rest of the week after that didn’t happen, okay?)

I am thinking … that there are now just 9 weekends left in 2014 and we have plans for 8 of them. They are good plans, fun plans, but that thought still leaves me a little bit shocked (and committed to enjoy the down time and quiet moments whenever I can).

I am thankful … for my sweet kids. When I told them that our local arts center had been vandalized (mums pulled up, pumpkins smashed) they were eager to help and to spend some time cleaning up and painting new pumpkins. Max even volunteered to go on a stake out to catch the bad guys, ha ha! I’m so thankful for their big hearts.

And, I’m also thankful for friends who see a need in our community and rise up to meet it and to Piney Acres Farm for donating the pumpkins.

There are some good people in this small town and I’m really glad we call it home.

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